There is such a person

A lot of things happened this time, my mood has been in a low state, although it started to recover, but still not like before, has been in his paralysis, tell yourself what things are not, for later memories of this period of time, these things are not things. Even now my heart is very contradictory, very hesitant, very unhappy, do not know where to go in the end..

During the day, put on my face, smile to everyone, at night, tired and hiding in the house gently embrace yourself, how many times trying not to let the tears out of orbit, how many times his sister went to wipe tears, want to get a little warm... Want to escape but still can not always escape.

Always think that he is a sensitive and sensitive person, but he tried to tell himself to be rational. So that the perceptual and rational in my heart, and finally, the emotional struggle to overcome the rational, so that they are suffering a minute, day after day, and constantly superimposed...

Some people say to me, like my age, in the emotional world do not know what they want? I think this sentence, he said to, like I do not have to take into account the reality of the age, not to consider how to take up a family. Always hope that their emotional life is full of romance, but did not expect the romantic capital. But I do not have much, do not need to be more romantic... During the time I was in love with him.

I just hope that I can feel there is one person every day, for me, to my happiness, my pain and suffering, there is a person in love with me, care about me, miss me, let me in the lonely person, not abandoned wrong....

These, as long as the real love a person will do, in fact, it is very easy to do, but I still do not meet such a person.

Now the society, what are on their own, unless the person you love, otherwise no one cares for you, and, yes, in this strange city, no one will care, it is cold, you have no clothes. No one will care, you are in a bad mood, there is no one to comfort you. No one will care, do you have time to eat and rest. No one cares if you are tired, there is no shoulder to rely on, no one care about, you have no one to help you, no one cares about you suffer injustice there is no place to talk. No one cares about a person's life habit. No one cares.. Because they don't love you..

Some people never know his words, I will remember for a long time, one of his promise but I not to regard it as right, after waiting for, and through the time change, and pale, gradually forgotten, that one second is also filled with expectations, like being pushed on the high sky and then, the next second, full of disappointment, as from the sky fell feel like.